Opiates / Opiate abuse / Opiate Talk?
I’ve been an opiate addict for the better half of 5 months. I actually had a friend introduce them to me. It started out as the common LorTab. 5/500.
Then i ended up having to take about 7 or 8 just to get the feeling.
Now, i can’t feel anything off of lortab. unless they’re 10’s. After Lortab didn’t work, I was snooping around and found a bottle of ‘OxyCodone’ (percocet, percodan, Roxicondone, OxyContin, Etc. ) which is more potent than ‘HydroCodone’ (Lortab, Lorcet, Vicodin, Etc.) a 5mg of oxy is equal to a 7.5 Hydro. so on and so forth. I started as breaking the pill at the score, then it when to breaking off little pieces, then i crushed and ate them, finally i started snorting. It’s gotten so bad, to where I’d snort just about 6 of them and chew one or two more. I just couldn’t stop taking them. I’ve almost overdosed twice, but to be honest, taking more than the dose prescribed by the doctor is an overdose, just not a ‘Fatal Overdose’ … I’m considering myself to get worse, I’ve snorted 5 roxy 20’s pretty much at one time. I couldn’t feel my body, i was pale white all over, i was shaking and cold. I was laying on the bathroom floor, scared to death. My heart rate was out of time by 1.5 seconds, and my breathing was so shallow, I even stopped a few times..Luckily, i threw up about 8 times and it came out of my system, or at least made it to where i wasn’t over the limit. I’m surprised i don’t have liver failure, or haven’t had it. I’m sure it’s damaged. I’m worried about myself, i just can’t stop…
Any advice? all is welcomed.
Also you can contact me at
myspace.com/baileyscoggin
thank you all. 
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You better get yourself into treatment – what you have to look forward to if you don’t go to treatment, is just plain bleak.
What exactly is your question? Sounds to me that you are boasting about this instead of realizing you are in serious trouble! Opiate abuse is not one bit funny…it is a serious addiction. Stop taking them right now. It doesn’t sound like you are hooked yet, you don’t mention any symptoms just that you snort them and you throw up. Sounds to me you need to grow up and stop messing around with things you obviously don’t understand.
Get help immediately.
I know a few people who got really into that stuff, started snorting multiple 80’s of oxy every day. They started to get real slow and everyone just looked at them like they were junkies, because that is what they became. They even did start shooting it up.
Most of them got help and are better now though. Just stop before it gets any worse. If you can’t do it by yourself, then you really should look into going to rehab.
i as a stoner myself, would have never taken an opiate. theres a difference between good and bad drugs, opiates are death. try taking one dose less a week so your not quiting right away, just taking less and less of what you need until you quit. oxycodone is known for its highly addictive quality in which the regular dose leads up to overdosing. also ive heard salvia divinorim/ibogaine/lsd and many other psychedelics helps you on the fight against addictions.
your tolerance isnt super high yet so thats good. your withdrawals will suck, but you’ll be able to do it. just taper down if you’re taking them daily. try going back to lortab and take less than the amount that gets you high. just enough to stop you from getting sick