We were together over 3 yrs and split up 2 months ago, I dated on the rebound for a few weeks and now realize what a huge mistake i have made and broke it off.

Im that sorry i considered suicide – (no get help for that comments, im not going to do it, i love her too much to hurt her and my family by doing it etc).

We started talking the other day and i ended up begging for a chance, i don’t know how i can regain trust and respect, we had all our firsts together and that was important to us. i never cheated neither did she, we broke up as i thought we needed to break up with a chance of getting back together when we realised who we were again and could build on our relationship for one with less stress and fighting etc as we had begun to fight too much and repeated attempts to sort it failed, but i feel neither of us tried hard enough.

Apart from messing it up with this other girl, i dont know what went wrong with us. I know now more than ever how much we are meant to be together – the saying you dont know what you’ve got untill it’s gone.

We both still love each other and i know she wants to give me a chance but i dont know what to do to try to show her i can be trusted and that we can make it work. Im prepared to do anything but am terrified that it will end like this and us go our seperate ways, and that i wont get the chance to rebuild our relationship with her.

Ive made the biggest mistake of my life and changed the rest of my life completely in the last 2 months. I have been completely honest with her and i just dont know what she is going to do, if i get a chance i dont know what I can do to make up for it.
im going to see a psyciatrist friend, and have suggested relationship councelling but i’m not sure if she will.
Im 20 she’s a bit older, I know im going to have to work at this and im prepared to, i just dont know why ive odne such a retarded thing and what i can do to move us forward. Im hoping councelling will happen and be helpful. I’ve lost my soulmate right now

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