ok so…
a guy liked me.
i couldnt say no so i said yes.
we go out but im not really interested.
hes REALLY shy and he didnt really do anything. but i know that he tried his best to overcome his shyness by like hugging me and stuff, but i just kept not doing anything… we were REALLY akward.
i was also pretty shy in making moves and stuff, and i even told him that he should jsut break up with me cause im just not good enough.
while we were “going out” we barely talked…lol. some relationship huh?
hes only kissed me once. on the cheek (being heavily pressured by my&his friends)
we went out for like a year…but it didnt really even seem like we were going out.
i finally break up with him. people said he was really sad but i dunno.
when people ask him if hes still interested in me, he goes i dont know.
people also say that we should just go out again cause we act exactly alike and people even believe that we seriously belong together.
after the break up, i start liking him..i asked him to sadies last year, as my last resort to possibly get back together with him, but he had to go to a funeral. he seemed upset he couldnt go…
afterwards, we havent really spoken an actual convo. we had a few talks here and there but nothing really … conversational.
i go to the same church with him, and i see him every week.
i’ve had two boyfriends after the breakup, and he knows about them. but STILL, im regretting breakin up with him and wishing i can start all over again.
we still barely talk… i dont know if he likes me anymore.
my friend asked me once that if i can get back together with him, would i? i said yes. because i know now how to be in a relationship, i know how to actually be a girlfriend and i wish i knew all this before.
**BTW. we were both in our first relationship. this is like…8th grade. but now im in highschool. not a fresh.lol.
so whats a song that suits this situation, about a girl STILL liking her ex after being in multiple relationship and shes not sure if he likes her back. and they havent talked in a LONG time. and she feels as if she wants to start all over again, but i dont want the song isnt very confident and straightfoward.
because i see lyrics like “i want to start all over. i miss you.” and it seems really head on…im still unsure about my feelings so something thats a little unsure and less straightfoward would be nice.
maybe some lyrics like “i still dont know how i feel” “its been a long time since we talked” “why am i like this? its been over a year…” “we dont even talk. so why?” “i want to be able to talk to you comfortably again”
try to make it RnB only please.hahaha please include sample lyrics
sorry for the freakin long description…LOL. didnt notice how long it was.
were still VERY AKWARD. i havent really conversed with him in a year..